We arrived home on Sunday afternoon after spending a long twelve days on the road, driving 1400 miles (2253
km) round trip. Most of that time was spent with my mother who is
working to regain some of her lucidity. She did remember me some of the
time, but not always. I could tell when she really did remember me by the
way she said my name. It was spoken with such warmth and love, it was
like a song from her lips. I never minded when she didn't remember me
though, because I always remembered why we were there, and that was to
give her as much love, support and care as we could.

On
the first day when we were at my sister's I noticed all the rose bushes
she had. There was one out in the front yard that was particularly
lovely. It produced the most beautiful multi-colored flowers. So, I
decided I would clip an almost-opened bud to bring to my mother. She
always grew roses in our yard when I was growing up. She is a huge fan
of such beauty. So I put the bud into a small empty plastic water bottle my mom had in her room.
There it stood on the edge of her dresser like a promise of springtime. Then it blossomed into something breathtaking. I
looked at that rose and thought, I'm going to take that rose back with
me to the beach house when we head back north, and I'm going to toss it
into the bay where my dad's ashes were scattered so many years ago.
Roger and I have tossed flowers into that water in my father's memory
many, many times. But never a flower that had bloomed in his beloved
wife's room.

So,
I picked a new rosebud for my mom's bedroom and brought it to her.
Then, I took the blossoming rose back to my sister's, packed it
carefully and we drove it 350 miles north to Capitola, to the beach
house and bay. Our car has this wonderful little space for holding
containers, and we thought the rose looked grand there on the trip.
After
we unpacked the car, we walked down to the wharf and tossed this little
rose into the bay. We said our love out loud to my father and told him
how much my mother still loves him, when she remembers. And then we
watched the wind and waves carry that beautiful rose out to sea.
If you click on the photo, you might catch a glimpse of the tiny red rose in the deep blue sea of love.